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My home hiking trails and home waters deprived me of world records, poundage, and dollar signs. On those wretched ponds and flat trails you had to find meaning enough in the act alone. Otherwise you were better off on the football field, basketball court, baseball diamond, or hockey rink, where other people provided the standards and such standards were attainable.
I suspect that most people would conclude that inanity connected to an activity must render that activity unappealing (or as Webster puts it void of sense - silly) and lead one to more meaningful pursuits. Perhaps..., but only if one has a choice. I've never felt that hiking and diving was any more a choice than the color of my eyes. It has always been a given, handed to me by the Creator, predetermined by my genes, or some other mysterious source.
Aside from the fact that I didn't make the transition from the forest and ponds to the playing field during puberty, a certain psychological (not to mention physiological) partiality blossomed during that time of change. I began to contemplate the meaning of life. "Just what the hell are we here for anyway?" I, like all kids, worried about pimples, dates, my clothes, and all the other common concerns. Why should one person have pimples while someone else is free of them? Why does the girl I don't like, like me; while the one I do like, doesn't? Heavy questions for a 13 year old to ponder while staring through murky water or walking viewless trails.
At the age of 18, not many years removed from hiking to the "Met", I found myself living on the shores of the Quabbin Reservoir and attending the University of Massachusetts. In my consciousness, the focus had fully shifted away from hiking & diving to complex psychological, my major, and philosophical issues and, of course, females. Hiking and Diving is easier than either of those believe me !!!
During that time I began to get turned on to existentialism and phenomenology. Existentialism is a humanistic philosophy which asserts that each person is responsible for forming his "self", and must with his own free will, oppose his uncertain, purposeless, and seemingly hostile environment. Phenomenology is the study of observable facts in nature, or any odd or notable thing. Both of these courses of thinking seemed like the paths of least resistance to me since they fit well with the way I was feeling at the time anyway. I was actually not a very disciplined student, except in lectures. I could listen, take notes, and grasp abstract concepts as spoken words with no problem. The written word (reading books), was too much work.
I had an excellent and very intelligent professor during that time who liked to teach via "inane example". He was convinced that if you used real life examples for abstract philosophical principles students would simply memorize the examples without grasping the principle. My professor didn't originate the idea of inane example in philosophy. I'm sure you've all heard the one about whether or not the tree that falls in the woods makes a noise if there's no one there to hear it. My guess is that it does, but that's getting sucked into the example and missing the point.
Then there's the one that asks if you took a bright red apple into a closet and closed the door so you were in total darkness, is the apple still red? Again, that depends on your perspective. If you believe color is inherent in an object then the apple is still red, if you believe that color is only a reflection of a spectrum of light, then it isn't. We can argue either position but then we're missing the point again. Thought, perception, subjectivity, objectivity, proof, and the very basis of reality are the points.
By now I'm sure you're all wondering "How the hell does all this relate to hiking and diving anyway?" Well, my childhood hikes and dives were one long inane example. The marine life I encountered wasn't all that rare or beautiful. It didn't grow that large. The fish were a health risk if ingested, and the aesthetics stunk - literally! The trails were ususlly littered with beer bottles or discarded oil soaked oil filters (how they get out in the woods was beyond me). Perhaps all this diving and hiking in less than ideal places influenced my perspective more than a little bit. I've never been known to have a world view that could be called rosy in any sense. I can be a bit cynical and a little short of optimism as to the long term fate of the planet from an ecological point of view.
Sometimes inanity exists in almost everything, not just in diving dirty waters or hiking flat and dirty trails. It exists on the assembly line, in the courtroom, the Pentagon, on Wall street, and in the White House (especially in the White House). If you think about it everything is pointless from one angle, and totally meaningful from another. Money is everything to one guy and nothing to the next. Some people struggle for life, others jump off bridges.
I met a 85 year old lobsterman in Rockport recently. He said he has lived a long, full, and exciting life. "It's a weird world." he kept saying, and I wholeheartedly agreed with him. He mostly fishes during these final years of his life. He said he doesn't give a hoot about the meaning of life, he just knows what he likes. I envy him!
Perhaps hiking rotten trail to get to dive in smelly, murky waters did foul my perspective, coloring the universe with hues of pointlessness. Maybe I should try to draw from what my professor tried so hard to teach me years ago - the inane is only the example, not the point. Hiking fouled trails to go diving in murky waters looking for useless fish sounds pretty senseless, but that's only the inane example. The boy who did the diving was totally involved, totally enthralled. The boy who hiked for the sake of the hike and learned to dive for the sake of diving - Hardly inane !!!
Peace Out,
Capt. Jim