SherpaKroto
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JohnL said:Cheating is when you write your name next to a mountain that you didn’t hike up and back down.
When I read this it brought back memories of a time when I felt I was cheating (or cheated). When I climbed Wildcat for the first time (1975) it was pouring the entire way from Carter Notch, and it was 2 steps forward, one back. The only thing that kept me going was knowing that I would take the Gondola to Pinkham's and call off the rest of my hike. As I reached the platform, I saw that although I had heard the Gondola for the last mile, it was actually not running that day due to the weather. I kept on unhappily (solo) and in a foul mood. When I reached the first ledge, I slipped, and rolled a good way down the ledge. Although not seriously injured, I was stunned, and ended up falling again a short time later. I don't really remember the rest of the hike to Pinkham's. I spent a long time just sitting there, showered, and finally decided to continue on to Hermit Lake for the night, and then to Crawfords the following day (which was a good decision). As I neared completing the NH48 list, every time I looked at the Wildcat notes, I felt guilty that I enjoyed every one of the hikes but that one. I felt cheated. After I finished, all I wanted was go back to Wildcat. I had climbed them both and back, but it just didn't feel right. I had stayed away from climbing them again for 27 years, although I had had many opportunities! I chose the Flags on the 48 hike as the occasion to return, and it did the trick. I had a wonderful hike with friends and came away with extremely positive memories. Now when I look at the completed list, it really feels complete.
Has anyone else had similar thoughts or feelings as they were chasing the lists? Anyone do something similar to what I did? I know many of you don't feel the way I do about peakbagging, so save those comments for another thread. I love knowing that I've been blessed with being able to go to many beautiful places wiht new and old friends that I might have otherwise missed, and look forward to going to them again and again. I also look forward to seeing the new places I've noticed along the way, and know I'll find more when I get there.